Fucking done!

I should of had the guts to tell you it was over, but I didn't.
And I regret it, because you're putting me through so much and it's starting to really effect me.
Please don't tell me you love me when you don't. And I thought you were different but obviously you aren't. You never seem to care and you never seem to wanna talk to me. You're always out and each day I'm finding it's getting harder to trust you with each status and thing you say. You're either drunk or high and you know I can't be around that but you just don't seem to care anymore. Why must you hurt me all the time?! I never do anything to you and yet you think it's okay to do this to me. You don't have a heart. You don't care what you do and what you say because you would of said sorry by now. But then again, sorry doesn't mean a single thing anymore. Have fun in your next relationship because when I finally have the guts to leave you and you realize you lost something amazing and you try and get me back by saying you love me and you were wrong, I'm gonna tell you to go fuck yourself. You're best friend was right, and EVERYONE was right. I just wanted them to be wrong about you, but I'm the one who was wrong. I've know you for 2 years and I never once thought you'd do this to me. The one person I can seriously talk to, I can't anymore. You're never there for me and you never were. What happened? Only last week we were so perfect, but then suddenly we fell. I'm sick of you making me depressed and sad, and making me cry. I done worrying and stressing myself out because of you. It's not fair to me anymore. I thought you were perfect and I love you, I loved us but now I need to say goodbye.