What you and I once had is over now.
We can't be together because of our age.
You lied to me.
I say I'm to blame for you hurting me and it's the truth.
No guy is worth crying over, no matter how much I love them, they aren't worth it.
And I let everything you said, everything everyone said get to me and hurt me.
So It's really my fault.
You said you would never abuse me.
Yet, you did.
Emotionally.
Saying how you were going to kill yourself, and shit.
Never do that.
Because I wouldn't put a fucking flower on your gravestone, if you died.
You wish I was 16, cause we could be together, but you're 4 years older than.
When I'm 16, you'll be 20.
It's a big difference.
I started cutting my legs up because of you.
I don't trust guys, because I know you'll only hurt me.
Every guy does.
No matter how much they say they wont, they always do.
It's bad enough that you broke up with me, but you got a girlfriend not even 3 days after we broke up.
I'm not sure if you like her.
But you said you're dating her cause she's 18 and now people will get off your back about you being inlove with a younger person.
My ex best friend says shit about me, and she's one of the reason why you broke up with me, and you always told me not to care what people think. And I don't anymore.
But why would you care what she says?
Seriously, she' s a pathetic loser who finds boyfriend online.
I've known my boyfriends.
Even if they are older.
Who cares?
Age is but a number, love is infinite.
You said we'd be together forever..
You said you didn't care about the age difference, but you do.
And that pisses me off.
You can't expect me to forgive you.
We're friends and all, but there's a whole lot of things I will forgive but I just can't take a liar.
I love you more than I can ever scream.
My mom, dad and sister didn't approve of us, but I didn't care what they thought.
I loved showing you off to my friends, and telling them all about you, now when they ask, I don't even wanna talk about you.
If you love something, set it free; if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.
It's true, if we do get back together when I'm 16 then you're mine and it's meant to be but if we don't then that sucks.
I'm trying my best to move on, and I'm doing a pretty good job of it anyways, but you keep pulling my back.
But this time I'm walking away from us, from you and from everything.
Because I'm a women, and I don't need a man to keep me standing.
And I don't need you to make it.
I can do it myself.
Friday, December 17, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
He Used Me!
Out of all the creeps I've dated, Matt was the worst.
He used me, and played me.
He lied to me about a lot of things.
I'd ask him If he was just using me, and He'd say no, but Little did I know, he was.
My friend told me he was only using me, and He admitted he did use me in the beginning but once we started going out, he stopped.
He always told me that cheating was wrong, But I guess using is okaay to him?
I'm 14, He's turing 17, and He honestly, fucked a lot of things up.
I'll never trust someone again.
I told him everything, and He pays me by stabbing me in the back.
I want him to die.
He doesn't deserve to live, to be happy, to find love.
DEAD!
That's what he is to me!
Stupid fucking asshole.
I despise him so much, that nothing will ever be the same.
Him and I dont talk anymore, and that's a good thing.
Cause I wouldn't even be able to be nice to him after all the crap he's put me through.
I hope to hell he dies! :)
He used me, and played me.
He lied to me about a lot of things.
I'd ask him If he was just using me, and He'd say no, but Little did I know, he was.
My friend told me he was only using me, and He admitted he did use me in the beginning but once we started going out, he stopped.
He always told me that cheating was wrong, But I guess using is okaay to him?
I'm 14, He's turing 17, and He honestly, fucked a lot of things up.
I'll never trust someone again.
I told him everything, and He pays me by stabbing me in the back.
I want him to die.
He doesn't deserve to live, to be happy, to find love.
DEAD!
That's what he is to me!
Stupid fucking asshole.
I despise him so much, that nothing will ever be the same.
Him and I dont talk anymore, and that's a good thing.
Cause I wouldn't even be able to be nice to him after all the crap he's put me through.
I hope to hell he dies! :)
Friday, July 23, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
EWWWWWWWWW WHY YOU SO FUCKIN UGLY!! YO UR FACE IS MERKEDD! AHHA AND DONT FUCKIN BE CALLIN MY GURL A BITCH GOT IT? CUZ IT TAKES A BITCH TO KNOW A BITCH TO CALL A BITCH A BITCH.. YOU BITCH !! :D
Lol.
Kinda funny that this would be anonymous.
And this has nothing to do with you, I'm just saying.
It's between me, and your friend. I don't wanna start anything, And I'm not looking to start anything.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010
Letters From The Grave!
Her Life Looks Over a Very Sad Town.
She Cries Her Tears, As Everyone Watches Her Die Slowly.
Even, The One Who Said He Loved Her Watched As She Slowly Bleeds To Death.
The Killer?
He Stands There As Everyone Is Puzzled But He Just Doesn't Say a Word.
She Tries To Speak Out, but All That Comes Out Is Blood.
Her Eyes Slowly Close, That's When She Goes Lifeless.
Dead. Bloody. But No One Cares.
They All Just Walk Away, and Leave Her Dead Body There.
Her Ghost Will Haunt That Small Little Town, Causing The People To Go Crazy.
She's Sorry For The Words She Spoke, But Doesn't Take Them Back.
Goodbye Fair Annie, Although No One Ever Cared, Her Little Brother Will Soon Find Out Where Annie Really is!
Dead! In The Ground! In HELL!
She Cries Her Tears, As Everyone Watches Her Die Slowly.
Even, The One Who Said He Loved Her Watched As She Slowly Bleeds To Death.
The Killer?
He Stands There As Everyone Is Puzzled But He Just Doesn't Say a Word.
She Tries To Speak Out, but All That Comes Out Is Blood.
Her Eyes Slowly Close, That's When She Goes Lifeless.
Dead. Bloody. But No One Cares.
They All Just Walk Away, and Leave Her Dead Body There.
Her Ghost Will Haunt That Small Little Town, Causing The People To Go Crazy.
She's Sorry For The Words She Spoke, But Doesn't Take Them Back.
Goodbye Fair Annie, Although No One Ever Cared, Her Little Brother Will Soon Find Out Where Annie Really is!
Dead! In The Ground! In HELL!
Monday, July 12, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
My Story Of The First Time I Fell In Love.
Maybe, just maybe can we go back to the beginning?
Two weeks?
People say it's to short of a time to fall in love, when really it's not.
It might be rare, but people do fall in love fast.
Her name?
Caitlin.
She wasn't looking for anyone, until one day, someone just like her shared everything he liked, loved and hated. She thought she found her soul mate.
But, boy was she wrong.
She didn't know it just yet, but soon her fate was upon her.
Two weeks?
People say that if you love someone in that short amount of time, they call you immature and stupid.
It might be so.., but who really will ever know
Caitlin.
She knew.
She knew well enough that, her heart was soon to be broken.
Now, you might ask what's left of her?
Nothing.
Simply nothing at all.
She laughs her laughs.
She smiles, as if nothing had ever hurt her.
When really the pain has just begun.
Every night she cries herself to sleep in hopes that she dies.
She walks the earth with every single step she makes, in hopes that it's her last.
Why? You may ask.
Because, Caitlin can't take heart break.
She feels like giving up and lying down!
Plus, all the hurt before him.
This is my story.
It's been 2 Months, and 2 days since we broke up.
It's hurts, but I carry on like my worlds still together.
Everyday I see him.
Even when we aren't at school.
You know, in the back of my mind.
Every time I close my eyes, I see his face, us kiss, our hugs, and the rain.
I can still remember May 7th
Like it was yesterday.
But, did he really think sorry was going to change what he did?
"I think we should spend some time a part"
Is what he said.
"Yasrry"
That wasn't going to change a single thing.
And even now, we past each other in the halls or outside, and it's like we never even met.
He doesn't care that I'm still hurting cause like a week later, he had another girlfriend.
I just wish he knew how I feel, what I feel, what I need, and if we could still be friends.
Seeing him everyday makes me sick.
Makes me sad.
Makes me want to kill him.
But, of course I could never hurt him.
Even though, I'm just another one of his mistakes, He still means the world to me.
I would give everything just to have a five minute conversation with him.
…What did I do to deserve this?
Nothing!
Simply nothing.
I'm sorry.
It's all I ever hear now a days.
But do people really think it means something.
In reality in means Shit!
Again, I'm just another one of his mistakes, but he'll never know what he lost till I'm really gone.
Love.
Is just 4 simple letters that can make you or break you.
I love you.
3 simple words, 8 simple letters.
Bullshit.
Everything he ever said to me.
Hate.
4 simple letters to show how you really feel about a person.
And I love easily.
I love you broke me.
Bullshit was everything that he ever said and more.
Hate is really how I feel.
Never. Again.
Goodbye!
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Two weeks?
People say it's to short of a time to fall in love, when really it's not.
It might be rare, but people do fall in love fast.
Her name?
Caitlin.
She wasn't looking for anyone, until one day, someone just like her shared everything he liked, loved and hated. She thought she found her soul mate.
But, boy was she wrong.
She didn't know it just yet, but soon her fate was upon her.
Two weeks?
People say that if you love someone in that short amount of time, they call you immature and stupid.
It might be so.., but who really will ever know
Caitlin.
She knew.
She knew well enough that, her heart was soon to be broken.
Now, you might ask what's left of her?
Nothing.
Simply nothing at all.
She laughs her laughs.
She smiles, as if nothing had ever hurt her.
When really the pain has just begun.
Every night she cries herself to sleep in hopes that she dies.
She walks the earth with every single step she makes, in hopes that it's her last.
Why? You may ask.
Because, Caitlin can't take heart break.
She feels like giving up and lying down!
Plus, all the hurt before him.
This is my story.
It's been 2 Months, and 2 days since we broke up.
It's hurts, but I carry on like my worlds still together.
Everyday I see him.
Even when we aren't at school.
You know, in the back of my mind.
Every time I close my eyes, I see his face, us kiss, our hugs, and the rain.
I can still remember May 7th
Like it was yesterday.
But, did he really think sorry was going to change what he did?
"I think we should spend some time a part"
Is what he said.
"Yasrry"
That wasn't going to change a single thing.
And even now, we past each other in the halls or outside, and it's like we never even met.
He doesn't care that I'm still hurting cause like a week later, he had another girlfriend.
I just wish he knew how I feel, what I feel, what I need, and if we could still be friends.
Seeing him everyday makes me sick.
Makes me sad.
Makes me want to kill him.
But, of course I could never hurt him.
Even though, I'm just another one of his mistakes, He still means the world to me.
I would give everything just to have a five minute conversation with him.
…What did I do to deserve this?
Nothing!
Simply nothing.
I'm sorry.
It's all I ever hear now a days.
But do people really think it means something.
In reality in means Shit!
Again, I'm just another one of his mistakes, but he'll never know what he lost till I'm really gone.
Love.
Is just 4 simple letters that can make you or break you.
I love you.
3 simple words, 8 simple letters.
Bullshit.
Everything he ever said to me.
Hate.
4 simple letters to show how you really feel about a person.
And I love easily.
I love you broke me.
Bullshit was everything that he ever said and more.
Hate is really how I feel.
Never. Again.
Goodbye!
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Do I Matter?
If I Got Hit By a Bus, Would You Care?
You Come To See Me, When I'm Gone?
It's Always Gonna Be No.
I Loved You, And I Still Do.
But Does Any Of This Mean Something To You?
Again Same Answer, NO.
Wish She Was Dead.
So We Could Be Together.
You Come To See Me, When I'm Gone?
It's Always Gonna Be No.
I Loved You, And I Still Do.
But Does Any Of This Mean Something To You?
Again Same Answer, NO.
Wish She Was Dead.
So We Could Be Together.
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