Maybe, just maybe can we go back to the beginning?
Two weeks?
People say it's to short of a time to fall in love, when really it's not.
It might be rare, but people do fall in love fast.
Her name?
Caitlin.
She wasn't looking for anyone, until one day, someone just like her shared everything he liked, loved and hated. She thought she found her soul mate.
But, boy was she wrong.
She didn't know it just yet, but soon her fate was upon her.
Two weeks?
People say that if you love someone in that short amount of time, they call you immature and stupid.
It might be so.., but who really will ever know
Caitlin.
She knew.
She knew well enough that, her heart was soon to be broken.
Now, you might ask what's left of her?
Nothing.
Simply nothing at all.
She laughs her laughs.
She smiles, as if nothing had ever hurt her.
When really the pain has just begun.
Every night she cries herself to sleep in hopes that she dies.
She walks the earth with every single step she makes, in hopes that it's her last.
Why? You may ask.
Because, Caitlin can't take heart break.
She feels like giving up and lying down!
Plus, all the hurt before him.
This is my story.
It's been 2 Months, and 2 days since we broke up.
It's hurts, but I carry on like my worlds still together.
Everyday I see him.
Even when we aren't at school.
You know, in the back of my mind.
Every time I close my eyes, I see his face, us kiss, our hugs, and the rain.
I can still remember May 7th
Like it was yesterday.
But, did he really think sorry was going to change what he did?
"I think we should spend some time a part"
Is what he said.
"Yasrry"
That wasn't going to change a single thing.
And even now, we past each other in the halls or outside, and it's like we never even met.
He doesn't care that I'm still hurting cause like a week later, he had another girlfriend.
I just wish he knew how I feel, what I feel, what I need, and if we could still be friends.
Seeing him everyday makes me sick.
Makes me sad.
Makes me want to kill him.
But, of course I could never hurt him.
Even though, I'm just another one of his mistakes, He still means the world to me.
I would give everything just to have a five minute conversation with him.
…What did I do to deserve this?
Nothing!
Simply nothing.
I'm sorry.
It's all I ever hear now a days.
But do people really think it means something.
In reality in means Shit!
Again, I'm just another one of his mistakes, but he'll never know what he lost till I'm really gone.
Love.
Is just 4 simple letters that can make you or break you.
I love you.
3 simple words, 8 simple letters.
Bullshit.
Everything he ever said to me.
Hate.
4 simple letters to show how you really feel about a person.
And I love easily.
I love you broke me.
Bullshit was everything that he ever said and more.
Hate is really how I feel.
Never. Again.
Goodbye!
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